The Nurse - Case Study 7 Continued
sitting in a chair, holding his head in his hands as if in despair. I believe he was trying to get my sympathy, even thought I regularly told him that Jane was my client and not him. On anther occasion he appeared as a young man, just standing beside Jane, another time as green energy round Jane’s head.
At another session he appeared as a pillar of Energy beside Jane and on another as a classical Devil. I believe, endeavouring to scare me.
I have decided for the purpose for this paper to give a combined synopsis of the main sessions rather than describe each session in detail and to often go over similar events. Most sessions were similar in structure and often in content. This will give a flavour of the main points and events.
The sessions changed according to the input from Jane and the Entity, the degree of anger, aggression or compliance from the Entity. When he was ‘co-operative’ and agreed to a course of action, in the next session, when challenged as to why he did not keep his word, which he rarely did, he said “I lied” or “I changed my mind” or he just laughed. As well as his angry outbursts or aggressive comments he did a lot of laughing often in a sarcastic way.
During sessions he described himself as:
“Both of the light and the Dark”
“I am the Holy Spirit, the son of God”
“The Devil — Lucifer”
“Jane’s lover and partner”
Dark force Entity (“I have never lived on this Earth as a person”) — (I am from the
Dark”)
“A Spirit trapped on this Earth who has lost his way” (An earth bound Spirit)
“She created me”.
My first session: The intent was for this to be a fact finding session.
Jane arrived in a very agitated state. She said that she had had an even more
disturbed time, than normal, over the past few hours. The Entity had spent a lot of time telling Jane the he loved her and that sexual intercourse with her was one of the main reasons why he had come to earth. He said that he was the Holy Spirit and that she was destined to be his partner here on earth, until she joined him in the next life. Jane said that as well as mental disturbance, depression and a wide range of extreme emotions he, the entity, caused her very unpleasant physical disturbances including sexual experiences which she could not control.
During this conversation, there were some explosive grunts from Jane’s mouth, which appeared to be from the entity.
I asked Jane how her relationship with the entity had affected her family. Jane
stated that it had destroyed her marriage and was causing great concern to her daughter Rebecca. She said that the entity had spoken to Rebecca and that she had seen ‘him’ as green energy round her Mother’s head. Jane said that Rebecca had Mediumistic skills and that she was very concerned for her.
I suggested that if Rebecca wanted to, she could come and see me and I would help her in any way that she wanted. I did see Rebecca in a separate meeting.
At this stage I asked the Entity within Jane to speak with me. At once Jane’s voice changed and I was told: I am here, what do you want? I said: I want to know if you have a name. The answer came back: I am the Holy Spirit. I said: Why are you here within Jane? He said I love her, she wants me. I answered: If you are the Holy Spirit you would not be causing this distress to Jane. He answered, “I am the Holy Spirit, I know that I am wrong but that does not matter. I can do anything that I want.”
At this moment he appeared as a pillar of energy beside Jane. I said did you visit
me last night? He said: Of course I did I wanted to see if you were the same as all the others”. What others? I said. “All those others that have tried to get rid of me. They have all failed as you will”.
I said! don’t want to get rid of you, Ijust want Jane to be free, the answer was: “I will think about leaving, but I love her and she loves me.” I then asked him who he was. He said: I have told you. I said: I don’t believe you because the Holy Spirit. Or the Son of God would not do what you are doing. He laughed and said: “Ok I am the Devil” I said: I still don’t believe you. At this stage he returned into Jane and Jane spoke. She said: Will you help me now? I said: Yes, but remember when whatever is within you is out he can not get back unless you let him back. She denied that she wanted him back or encouraged him. I said: Do you like his sexual attentions. No, of course not she said. However my ‘intuition’ told me that this was not true.
I arranged to meet Jane again two days later.
On several occasions Jane wanted to try alternatives. She stated that she wanted to go to her Church (R.C.) for help.
When ever Jane wanted to try something ‘different’ I did not try to change her mind as I intuitively felt that it would not help my relationship if I did and after all how could I know if it would work or not.
On one occasion Jane went to see her local priest who she had seen several times
before about the entity. The Priest gave her a blessing and anointed her with Holy Oil. Jane fed back to me that she screamed when this happened and had and abreaction. The Entity told me that he had just watched this from outside her and that it was nothing to do with him.
Jane also went to the R.C. Bishop in London for an exorcism. When Jane told me
that she was going during one of our sessions, the Entity broke in and told me that this would not work as he would not be going with her. She went with ‘no’ effect.
As a side issue to the above, Jane who had always worn a cross before the Entity
joined her, would not now wear one. I asked Jane to wear a cross for a week in between two sessions. Jane told me that she had done this, but when challenged admitted that ‘He’ had told her not to do so. Later Jane started to wear a very small cross, with his agreement, she said. It was the smallest cross that I have ever seen.
On another occasion the cross that I used to wear when working, disintegrated
during a very ‘hostile’ session, on the part of the Entity. I always remain calm and non aggressive during sessions. I now wear a stainless steel cross and chain as a symbol of protection and the light.
Both this events led me to think that the entity might be a powerful Dark force, but showed the danger of assuming, as it turned out, at the end, not to be so. ???
Jane, due to her state of mind, several months after coming to see me, found it
impossible to carry on her work as a nurse and took sick leave. She said that the more
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